A graph of my mood changes from my early childhood to late teens.   So obviously I was a happy child – as many were. But as many of you know, that doesn’t last, arguments lead to fights over important issues as well as minor inconsistencies. Parenting changes, to accommodate the fact that we’re changing and [...]

In one of my classes I have to do self-reflections. Doesn’t have to be sent in, can be anonymous but hey, why not use this platform to make you guys learn my course work =P. Well our most recent lecture was about different selves and how therapy is usually bringing out those different parts in [...]

So I try to appear all tough and hard-ass-y because truth be told – I hate people seeing a petite female and thinking “awww she’s so tiny and vulnerable and weak and innocent and naive”. But part of me hides behind this naive and innocent defenseless persona while another pretends that I can take care [...]

So the whole reason why I got this thing is so that I had some place to rant. But giving people I know, the means to access this kind of takes the anonymity away from the internet and leaves me back at where I started – with no where to write these things. Unless I [...]

“Sometimes a knife right through your heart is exactly what you need Sometimes the things that your ashamed of make you who you’re supposed to be” ~Tapestry <Protest the Hero, Scurrilous 2011> So Protest the Hero is my fave band – I saw them in concert – and they have wikkid songs. Listening to their [...]

So care-free, light-hearted and transparent Giving the essence of easy and understandable All day I find myself hungered to catch them, but daren’t, Because my touch is deadly and I’m unable They hold nothing of worth, they’re just floating on by A hole with a protective layer of love, neglected On the verge of popping, [...]

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Looking back through my old posts, more specifically the ones marked as private – that are the true blogs of my past where I’ve spilled everything and just laid it down blunt and honest. Those are the times I’ve gone through, the pain, the longing, the need for something. It hurts to read it and [...]

Dear Future Me, I don’t know when you’ll read this – knowing me .. and you, I’ll probably read this over and over for many years – but I hope you’re happy. I know I am. There’s so many things in this world I can’t possibly do all of them, but I know that I’ve [...]

I’ve never appreciated just how wonderful of a family I’m blessed with. When you love somebody so much that when you’re apart you feel something missing? That’s how much I love my family. They’ve always been there for me and I’ve finally come to realize just how useless all the little problems are and how [...]